Sunday, December 27, 2009
Christmas Thoughts
With Katelyn not really being able to do much, or not knowing when she was going to need a breathing treatment, really limited what I was able to do this year. But, I was able to think about my Savior. I was able to think about what He did for me. I was able to think about how it was for my parents when my sister was so sick, and how they had to watch her suffer and suffer, and when at the most unbearable times, turn to the Lord, and lean completely on Him. I remember many days like that, and I am very grateful for their example of how to do that. As I would lay awake at night in Katelyn's bed with her while she tried to sleep with an oxygen mask on her face, staring at her little pulse ox meter on her finger, silently praying that her pulse ox would come up and stay up, and listening to her wheezing, and thinking that I couldn't stand one more moment of it.....and then thinking how much worse it could be. I know that Katelyn is miserable right now, but I know that she will get better. I can't say the same for many parents going through unthinkable nightmares with their children. I watched my parents do it, and I NEVER want to go through the loss of a child.
Which leads me back to my thoughts on the Savior. Heavenly Father had to watch His child, who never sinned, suffer for all of our mistakes. I know that Jesus suffered more than anyone on Earth ever could, and I know that He understands every emotion that we have because of His Atonement. I take great comfort in knowing that while I was watching my little girl struggling to breath, I was not alone. I knew that I was surrounded by angels that care about me, and my family. I know that those same angels were with me when Tyler was in the Special Care Unit when he was born. As soon as I walked in that room to see him, I was overwhelmed with the amount of spirits in that room.
So whether we like it or not, suffering is part of this life, and its main purpose is to bring us closer to our Savior. Because when things are going great, we aren't thinking about how much He has done for us. It takes that great pain and agony to force us down on our knees, and turn our thoughts to our Creator. And with this Christmas....my thoughts are with my Savior, Jesus Christ. I know that He was born in that lowly stable, and that He conquered all. I am grateful for Him. I am grateful to know that throughout any trial in my life, He understands me, and He loves me. I am grateful to know that He loves my children more than I do. In knowing that, I don't have to worry about my children, for they are truly in His hands, and that is a safer place to be than in mine!
The Story Behind The Stocking!
Christmas Eve Crazies!
Both Colby and Austin (the 2 football obsessed boys) received Jerseys
Colby, Alex, Adam, and Charles in the background
My beautiful sister Lori, and her look-a-like grandma Reenie
Saturday, December 19, 2009
Dancing Cuties!
Practicing right before the show began
Keeping nerves calm before the show began (all of those little ballerinas were so adorable!)
Dancing to the nutcracker (Katie is the 4th one from the left, in the center)
Jumping into her cousin Colby's arms after the show!
Daddy gave his baby girl flowers after the show (she thought that was the best thing ever!)
Proudly showing off her bouquet!
Most of my family came to support little Katie, which was so sweet of them. Like I said, she had been really sick the week before, and she ended up having a relapse the day after the recital. Colby was especially cute (and a little embarrassing to me at the time), but he kept yelling "Katelyn....Katycoo....Go Katelyn" nice and loud....it was his way of showing support to his little cousin! Katelyn loved that so many came to see her, and we were all so very proud of our little Katie!
Friday, December 11, 2009
Singing in Jammies!
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Choice Chiropractic!
This is the front desk
Jeff standing in his office
The adjusting area
The dry wall is in! :)
Joe Palmer and Ben Sivert have been working all week on the electrical (all LED, sweet!) and are about finished. We also have Brooklyn Wilkins helping us design the inside, and she is doing a great job....I can't wait to see it when it is all finished! :) Yeah!
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Tyler's Tool Bed!
Sweet Dreams BooBoo!